E M O T I O N S
[ Diana Austria ]
Note: This one was from 8th grade for this other guy. hehehe. though kinda mushy, it is pretty true =/
What words can I speak?
To describe what's breaking my heart
A mixture of happiness and hope
With the fear of falling apart
Love is what the world calls it
But my definition isn't the same
Through my trails and encounters
Love cannot be tamed
I suppose love is
A precious part of life
A formula that needs that "one"
If not, come the strife
That "one" whom the world esteems
Would make everything right
Be zealous and kindhearted
Whose devotion is their might.
I can persevere
About love's sole purpose
But instead only
Keeps me from the surface
I've had my infatuations
This truth cannot be undone
But one individual
My heart, he has won.
Even with other fancies
His presence never went away
Him I always thought of
As it seems, everyday
Recently I've pondered
The gossip seems to gleam
I wonder who he is
Is he not what he seems?
I have an desire to inquire
What is the real truth
Should I continue my hope?
Is there any proof?
But gradually I'm falling
Falling faster away
Is there something to hold me
Before I wander astray?
Somehow I still have hope,
Though for him I'm losing love.
If not him, then who?
An angel from above?
I wonder if he needs me
Does he notice my despair?
A hidden feeling presides
Should we even care?
I feel I'll never have a chance
With the confusion I cannot see
I'm believing more and more
That he isn't the one for me
Even if there's a likelihood
Of together years on and on
I'm no longer holding on
Just waiting for his song
I won't always be existent
My life is moving on
Though I am still bewildered
My fondness seems to be gone
I know its best to pursue my life
Go forward as the lights dim
But deep below in my heart
I'll always be there for him.
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